i'm taking my little teeth out dancin'

i feel good right now. scratch that, i feel superb. i'm confident in the fact that my now growing confidence is comforting me more than anything. i was told recently that life is meant for self indulgences. maybe, partially, that is true. it is a nice treat to indulge every once in a while. try it. i bought four mugs and one poster today and it felt great. outrageous? buying such simple things could bring such pleasure, but pleasure it brought. i wish i could describe how amazingly awesome and completely strong i feel right now, but i simply cannot. i am alive. i am alive!

Bus Routes

Today I have been trying to figure out the bus routes and times. I am finding it quite difficult to figure out the route to UNL. Seeing as it will be snowing soon (possibly Friday) I really do not want to be driving around in it and potentially getting into a crash.

If anyone knows the routes and can help me find the right bus (and bus stop) that would be amazing.

In other news I may have found a part-time job! I will fill you in on the details when I know for sure (because I know this news is just so riveting).

Dancing to rap songs for twenty minutes with your roommate is actually a strenuous workout. I think you should all try it sometime just because it is fun.

halloween

so far the movie list for halloween is as follows:
1.the strangers
2.identity
3.rosemary's baby
4.texas chainsaw massacre
5.the shining
6.mothman prophecies
7.planet terror
8.dawn of the dead (the original)
9.american psycho

if there are any movies i am forgetting let me know.
we will of course now have to pick the best one(s) to watch.

however, if there are any other ideas for halloween that would be coo too.

thoughts?

Smile, babe

I want to know who I am. Confident and moving forward. However, I am nowhere near that. Everyone is working towards their dreams and goals and I am stuck doing the same thing everyday. I need to start figuring out my life and work for it.


It's getting cold outside. I bought a trench coat today and I can't wait to wear it.

nose bleed

So this week has been hectic and horrible.
My nose started to bleed during a speech given by a world-renowned activist and speaker.
Tomorrow is finally Friday, and yet I am not that excited. I just don't feel like me lately.

I use to have such strong convictions. Now, I don't know what I believe about really anything anymore. I know college is suppose to challenge you, but I feel like I am losing myself. It's daunting when you realize the foundation of your beliefs may not be true. Really examining life and the reality around you can be painful and frightening. Perhaps I am a bit late doing this, but here I am, reevaluating. If anyone would like to discuss any aspect of life with me please feel free to call me up. I would love to here different viewpoints.

This week is coming to a close.
See you soon.
S